O, Death

Finally I can see some light at the end of the tunnel. There were times during this horror movie, this living horror and torture movie, that I thought I was not going to make it out of this hospital alive. Only now, as I see my doctors making preparations for home care, do I allow myself to believe that I have survived. Oh, Death. You have come too close this time. July 2018 will forever stand out in my memory as the month of a living nightmare. Only now, 7/17, do I allow myself to believe that there is an actual end to it.

O Death lyrics – Ralph Stanley

Ralph Stanley   “O Brother, Where Art Thou?” soundtrack

O, Death

O, Death

Won’t you spare me over til another year

Well what is this that I can’t see

With ice cold hands takin’ hold of me

Well I am death, none can excel

I’ll open the door to heaven or hell

Whoa, death someone would pray

Could you wait to call me another day

The children prayed, the preacher preached

Time and mercy is out of your reach

I’ll fix your feet til you cant walk

I’ll lock your jaw til you cant talk

I’ll close your eyes so you can’t see

This very hour, come and go with me

I’m death I come to take the soul

Leave the body and leave it cold

To draw up the flesh off of the frame

Dirt and worm both have a claim

O, Death

O, Death

Won’t you spare me over til another year

My mother came to my bed

Placed a cold towel upon my head

My head is warm my feet are cold

Death is a-movin upon my soul

Oh, death how you’re treatin’ me

You’ve close my eyes so I can’t see

Well you’re hurtin’ my body

You make me cold

You run my life right outta my soul

Oh death please consider my age

Please don’t take me at this stage

My wealth is all at your command

If you will move your icy hand

Oh the young, the rich or poor

Hunger like me you know

No wealth, no ruin, no silver no gold

Nothing satisfies me but your soul

O, death

O, death

Wont you spare me over til another year

Wont you spare me over til another year

Wont you spare me over til another year

I know that most folks that come this close to Death do not escape its grasp. I am, in spite of all the pain, a very fortunate man. It bends the mind to think of it that way. Fortune in the midst of pain misfortune and horror.